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Friday, June 15, 2007

"i could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. i could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. i could say till death do us part.  but i won't. those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. i do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. i am not optimistic. i am not hopeful. i am sure. i am steady. i'm a heart man. take it apart, put it back together, hold it in my hands. i am a heart man. so this, i am sure. you are my partner. my lover. my very best friend. my heart, my heart beats for you. and on this day, the day of our wedding, i promise you this. i promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands.  i promise you... me." :)


Friday, April 20, 2007

                     
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Monday, March 26, 2007

i've always dreamed of being much more than i am.  more organized, more disciplined, more loving... much more "much more," if you know what i mean.  each january, i set out a new self-improvement program.  this year i'll get in shape.  this year i'll keep my house clean.  this year i'll send out birthday cards.  on time.  this year - really - i'll be the loving, forgiving, obedient woman of God i long to be instead of the willful, stubborn, disobedient christian i sometimes see staring back at me in the mirror.

all noble goals.  and truth be told, i am much more at peace when my house is clean.  and i believe that if you really love people, you ought to care enough to send the very best (or at least one of those ninety-nine-cent cards).  and i know that genuine happiness only comes from living close to God and obeying Him.

i really do want to be different.  i want to be changed.

maybe you've discovered, as i have, that most of my new year's resolutions have little effect on a day-to-day life except to add a burden of guilt and a feeling of failure.  continually striving, yet never arriving.  hoping, praying to be different, only waking up to find you're not as far along as you'd hoped to be.  sometimes feeling like you're right back where you started... again.


Monday, February 19, 2007

things in the past, things yet unseen
  wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
all of my hopes, all of my plans
my heart and my hands are lifted to you
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... faith never knows where it is being led, but it loves and knows the One who is leading...
- oswald chambers -
 


Saturday, January 27, 2007


we all think we're going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. but sometimes, our expectations sell us short. sometimes, the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. you've got to wonder why we cling to our expectations - because the expected is just what keeps us steady. standing. still.

the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives...
 



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